Yah Is A Painter

"You can never fully trust someone who does not reside in Yah."

Yah told me that.

I used to be a pretty bad person.  I liked to get high and I smoked like a chimney.  Sometimes I would do or say things that I knew would hurt others just for the thrill.  I would cut myself just to feel and sometimes I lied.  

But I was always a good girl.  I was told this approvingly by adults and mentors and mockingly by peers.  See, I was never a fan of getting drunk, I never got arrested, I never thought it was okay to steal.  I didn't skip school, I made good grades, I cared about people for the most part, and I kept my private life...exclusive and private.  I was a good girl.

But I was never truly good so long as I was the one that I was serving....